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Wednesday, October 6, 2010 @ 6:25 AM
* haish !
haish !papa and mama tgh fighting nieyh ..i didnt mean to ..apiiz blackdiamond is just my friend !!my love towards you isnt a lie but its true !kenape papa tk caye dgn mama ?i just cant be trusted anymore ..**tears**---------------------------------------TODAY POST 051010----------------------------everything seeems to be nothing without youi felt lostmy life now is incompletewhenever i go i see you..its like i cant stop thinking about youits hurts me to see u leave ..it hurts me to see u hurt ...my faultblame on meu didnt do anything ..u told me before theres no turning back ...but we never ask for break ..im sorry papa !mama nak mintak maaf !mama tknk papa tgglkan mama ..mama really sorry ..i know papa wont forgive mamaso i slit my wrist ,143 linesbandage on itjust came out from hospital143 lines with ur name on iti realliey need youi just wannttt you baccckk !!**tears**im so stupid !!im so uselsss !!im so worthlesseveything i do is all wrong !!!my heart is still beating for you ..it says it wants u backur name is in my hearti still can remember ur laugh ...and the way u walk and talk to me...those moments we are together i just wish i could turn back TIME !!i just want you !!papa , mama nak you balek ley ?=[but theres no turning backi scared !i scared that if we patch back , ur love towards me wasnt the same as before ..**tears**i made a big mistake ..i know i was wrongi realise my mistakesim actuallie waitin ferh u tuh mcg me ..or tok to me at msn ..seems like u tknk bbl dgn i ..my heart is broken into pieces ..i cant be happy again ..im showieim realliey showieif i could have just one wishmy wish is to be with u til my dying day ..i want you back in my life ...QEQERLSTARBRIGHT IS IN A DYING STATE FOR JOSHY AJEN !!QEQERLSTARBRIGHT IS SHOWIE FOR EVERYTHING ..QEQERLSTARBRIGHT WANTS JOSHY AJEN BACK AND NO ONE ELSE !NO ONE CAN EVER REPLACE UR LOVE TOWARDS ME !I LOVE YOU I REALLY DO !!Labels: i want you back
@ 6:22 AM
* went out with him
went out with him ..he make me smile all the waygossshhh he thinks his jokes are lamebut ferh me its ouhkaayy uhh ..hehehe !lame or nort lame i still cintakan papa !papa ur the best best best boyfie i ever had in my whole life taw2 xDits true im not lying ..i feel like hugging u right noweh peeps u know eh ...papa koh mcm teddybear koh taw ..so huggable xDmisshh ur kissshh and ur hugss ..misshh ur laughs..misshh everything about you ,..if caan i want get married now seyh xDmcm phm eh ?okaayy im so hyper active right now..im CRAZZZYYYY for youuhhhh !!!jatuh cinta kepada kamuuu !!!i love you always ...thanks for everything xDLabels: thankiew
@ 6:19 AM
* day by day
day by daynight by night ..my moments with him is getting happier then i thought ..he made me happy when im downand my stress is like all gone ..i really love him so muchits like he is my everythingmy worldmy lifewithout him it will be incompletei just want to be with him papa , mama want to say thank u for everything ..those moments we had will always be cherish and treasure ..if i got any mistakes to you im sorry ...cause i know im not perfect for papa ..my heart is like only beating for youwants to be with u i love you til my dying day ..i just hope we could last til eternity ...papa , ilyilyilyily !Labels: =]
@ 6:16 AM
* 250910
250910 ,its the day when i stead with joshyxDactuallie i knew hym long time aqo ,and gyeah he ask me ferh stead kt dlm bus =]and it was our first meeting .actuallie i got feelings ferh him long time alreadybut i tk bilang dierh cause he attached -.-so yeah now he mine mine mine xDi cintakan dierh sgtsgt seyh !crazy ferh hym already !papa , mama sygkan papa sgtsgt !250910 will always be cherishshowie ferh the short post due to laggyLabels: love you ...
Monday, September 13, 2010 @ 6:36 AM
* new lover ?
hellosh !
i liked someone and he is my abang angkat , i just met him though ..
diehr baik hati and he cute2 !
but u see peeps i dont know why i started tuh fall ferh hym ?
my heart was beating so fast when i was with him ?
he smiled at me and i melt down ..
i feel like he is the one ferh me ?
gosshh !! i cant tell him the truth that i liked and loved hym more than my abang angkat !!
Labels: help me
@ 6:32 AM
* New friend ,
hey !
so yeahh im starting a new life , trying tuh move on slowly ..
i met alot of new friends ...
Aistro boy , Yahji Sykes , Kid , and Nasir
one of them is my abq angkat ^^
and that is aistro boy ,
cute right his name ?
yeahhh ! he looked like aistro boy seyh no joking liao !!
Yahji sykes is a crazy guyy who listen tuh metal rocks songss -.-
Kid ?
awwhh he stead with my friend , he got looks ^^
and Nasir ?
he 15 same as me ..
bt horny siac ! tk suke !!
Labels: blahblah
@ 6:28 AM
* broken story
hey ! how are youh peeps doing there ?
So sorry if i never updated bloggie =( ..
How many months already siac ?
Putribintang and Zackfair are over already liao ..
Long story ;
010710 - 010910
exactly 3 months ...
3 months of nothing but happiness and painful moments ..
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who can fixed my broken heart right now ?
im single back again ..
i wanna die real soon ..
can someone kill me ?
ohh pleasee ! begging yuhhh !!
Labels: hate youh
