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Tuesday, April 27, 2010 @ 10:50 PM
* woit long tym i tark update ...
hey there !
nie iqahkecyhk ..
Nik updated for me again , i force hym tuh update ^^ ..
currently mishing Nik ..
awwhhhh now i gort high fever ..
and and theres stg wrong with my neck ...
i cant eat , cant sleep ..
someone is also hunting me in my dreams ..
muke dierh mcm Nik ..
maybe it is hym liao ?
even when im day-dreaming i see hym beside me ..
swit kan ? yeah i know ..
i aint swit-tok motherfucker ..
oh yeah fyrsmalliey went baq with that nunu bonchet ..
cb them two .. playing timer behind my baq ..
summore tat tym the gurl say he cant be trusted ..
but she still went baq ?
so stupid ..
i find it very stupid ..
cause my ex only wants the hp ..
and and he dunwan tuh give it baq ..
so he say swit tinqs again and patch her baq ..
so stupid tuh believe his words ..
but taqperh i know one day they will BREAK OFF again ..
eh my mouth suay taw ?
within one week they will bweaq ..
and and within one week i will stead with someone whom i loved the most ..
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currently now my fever is 39.9
i cant breathe properly , cant eat ..
my neck painful ..
ahhh !
tmr exam ..
i nid tuh go tuh skewl just for half day ..
i nid that points tuh push me up..
i tknk failed for SA1..
=[ dear god ;
whye are youh doink this tuh me ?
whye are youh making me sick ?
whye are youh so unfair tuh people ?
whye did youh let those guys broke my heart ?
are youh warning me that they are not for me ?
whye did u gave me this sickness ?
whye did i have diabetes ?
whye did i have tuh be born into this world ?
as in this CRUEL WORLD ?
GOD , i wanna go up and be with my sisters,brothers,grandpa and youh ..
i wanna see the goodside of the earth ..=[
i dont wanna live no more ..
god is taking me away from this cruel world ..
i can feel god taking me away ..
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i love him , he loves me..
i like hym , he likes me ..
but the gurl aint for rs ..
but the guy who is falling for her is willing to wait for her ..
the reason why the gurl aint ready is becosh she is leaving soon and she dont want to hurt the guy ..
but what tuh do ; the gurl didnt ask for this sickness she has ..
for those guys hu dumped her ; she will hunt youh guys down ;
mark my words ;
youh guys are the cause of this ;
u made me slash ;
hang myself ;
and nearly hit by a car ..
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all i can say is that ;
i realliey cyg NIK ..
seriously ; i love youh with all of my heart ..
the guy whom i loved is NIK ..
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i plan tuh be decent ;
i plan not tuh put aloq of make up
i plan tuh wear decent clothes ..
if i wear mini short or skirt wear stockin inside ..
dah , i dun wanna be popular..
i dun wan ppl tuh think eh this gurl minah shey ..
i dun want guys tuh be jealous when i got bofiey ;
aloq of ppl likes/loves me
but my hearrttt onlie choose one person
and tat is NIK ..
if i wear tuh stead with hym ,
i hope u peeps out dere wont destroy my rs with hym ..
i wanna hide myself in the dark again ..
i cant see the sunlight ..
i cant see who am i ?
where has the real NIKA been ?
in the dark ? inside herself ?
i dunn0e ... soon i will find out ..
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signing off ;
bbyiqah ..
P.S ; bbyiqah cygkan NIK ^^
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