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Friday, June 25, 2010 @ 12:12 AM

* For him ..

currently im crying right now ..

i look like a stupid fool ..

for these 25 days what am i to youh?

what do youh feel about me ?

we often spend our time together ..

wanted to give u everything ..

now i realise we are perfect for each other

now im crying like one mad person ..

u still can say go ?

youh not sad about this?

cause u cant say anything when it comes to religious..

DID U EVER LOVED ME AS MUCH AS U DO?

i always wanted to ask u that question..

my head is spinning ..

i feel like dying ..

pen knife is right infront of me ..

i want tuh slit my wrist ..

infront of u i want tuh slit my wrist ..

and cry infront of u ..

showing u how much i really sygkan youh ..

**crying**

u told me no matter what happens if i want tuh break u wont let me go ..

this is my first time crying like this ..

ur the first guy i ever loved til this much ..

im also happy that i know a guy like youh ..

if ur reading this , hope u will cherish those moments we had together ..

if i have to meet u for the last time ..

i would cry infront of u ..

spend my last moment with u..

im hurting myself ..

im fucking hurting myself ..

a guy like u is so hard to find ..

my eyes swollen olrdy ..

im falling apart ..

**crying like hell**

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bhyy bhyy im showie ..

bhy bhyy know that i truly loved youh ..

i loved youh for who u are ..

i cannot leave youh **crying**

i cant even live without youh ..

can youh see me crying?

if we continue this relationship

will youh protect me til the end?

shahrul told me once that im a useless person ..

im too nice/good tuh guys ..

sometimes i always ask myself ..

am i really useless?

when i gave them everything?

i cant leave syed ..

i really cant leave him ..

if youh really love a person in no matter what religion he/she is

then both of them need to stay strong right?

to balance their relationship ..

whye didnt i think of that ?

im a catholic , his a islam person ..

we can loved each other ..

but obsticles will come our way ..

i guess if i really love hym and want to be with him ..

i must stay strong ..

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to my dearest : bhyy bhyy

im showie about just now ..

i over-reacted ..

i hope bhyy bhyy forgive me ..

and we havent break yet ..

dont even think of leaving me ..

im showie ..

i really cantlive without youh ..

youh mean so much tuh me ..

i mmg sygkan youh ..

my life will be incomplete without u by my side ..

bhyy bhyy i love youh so muchie much ..

I FUCKING LOVE YOUH SIAL !!

putribintang ♥♥ zack fair

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bbyiqqah says,

read it.

If you love me , i'll love you back . If you hate me fhark off theres ; in your window theres a icon called CLOSE ^^ .. I will be nice to you ; if u will be nice to me.. I bite people when they pissed me off .. I can be ur worst nightmare .. Try to make problem with me , and i will hunt you everynight in ur dreams.. I can be a bitch sometimes .. Treat me nicely and i treat you dhe same ..

Wot, you don't know me?

It's a big matter.

bbyiqaah here ur tingtong gurl .. my picture is up up there.. 15 this year .. 4th of may will be the bday of mines.. staying at redhill currently attached with joshy ajen 250910 will always be cherish

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